FamILY

Literally every night of the week I cannot wait until I'm laying down in bed with my heating pad (bad back) and watching my two favorite guys play in front of the bed. I could have had the worst day ever but that sense of peace with my little family is all I need. Looking …

Advertisements

Mother load

Becoming a parent is a joyous time, but also stressful. Being used to just having take care of yourself but you and a baby....Lord Jesus. As time passes it becomes easier than the kid throws a curveball. He starts walking or crawling, even talking; like I just grasped this thing man! But I wouldn't trade …

Value of life 

It's so amazing how in the blink of an eye your life can be at stake. Literally my whole life hospitals have been my fear, even once I found out I was pregnant. I even attempted to look into a home birth. It's something about them makes me weird inside. So the other night once …

Growth 

-the process of developing or maturing physically, mentally, or spiritually. Wanting the best for myself and others can be a blessing and a curse. As far wanting better for yourself, that's always a good thing. But someone else's betterment... ehhh can be tricky. What you want for someone else isn't always what they want for …

Fight or flight

Annoyingly enough we are fighting again. I just wish you would understand how I feel. Or exactly where I'm coming from. Every suggestion I make isn't because I want to change you but for us to compromise, right?That's part of a relationship I thought. You are not losing yourself or any of that. Those are …

Trial and error

Some topics may seem vaguely written, but there are more post to come.. You endure the struggle, therefore when your blessings begin...you'll appreciate them even more. The older you become the more ideals in your life are challenged. That can be traditional ideals or things you've just assumed and stuck with. Like before becoming a …